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2011-05-26T18:32:00.000+01:00

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I lost in my own world

2011-04-29T21:30:00.000+01:00

It is 4 o'clock in the morning, I scroll up and down the page again and again for thousand times but the result is still same. I do not find the answer to the pointless questions.

I've tried to shut my eyes but its keep blinking. I could not sleep up to this hour. I do not know how to calm this feeling down. The feeling mixed up and it is indescribable. I can hear the rhythm of my heartbeat. I feel suffocated in the air conditioning room. I'm sick and feel enough of this.

Ya Rabb, please grant me a serenity and guidance to accept the things I cannot change, show me the way.

INSHAALLAH..

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can`t see which way to go
Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Everytime you can make one more mistake
You feel you can`t repent
And that its way too late
Your`re so confused,wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don`t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah you`ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He`s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don`t let me go astray
You`re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way 2x
Insya Allah 2x
Insya Allah we`ll find the way

P/s: I wish and pray for my happiness. I knew HE keeps an eyes upon me.

Yes,I Do!

2011-04-25T20:50:00.000+01:00

Oh I'm falling in love again. Is this called love at first sight?Errrrr. I have no idea at all. Hopefully it is since he comes across my mind all the time. If it is, I'll be the happiest women in the world. I'm so grateful after those had happened in my life. I would not despair and never lose hope and I believe HE has a better plan for me.

Note: In love!

dan saya pun mula menulis..

2010-10-27T22:47:00.000+01:00

salam guys,

my blog was left again.full of dust as it used to be.aha.intro baik punye kan.well!.sungguh!.lama sangat tak berupdate ok!.maka saya pun excited untuk update setelah blog saya diberi nafas baru.courtesy thanks to k.emy sebab dia yang tolong kasi header baru yang saya sangat suka.cantik!.lagi satu reason yang saya rasa make sense: it's good to make it breath again since saya pun dah tinggalkan negara omputih itu.supaya lidah saya tak jadi terbelit-beit lagi saya pun decide la nak buat come back.haha.

that's it.cukup la kan.intro je ni.ok.this entry is dedicated to anyone yang rindu nak baca blog saya.muahaha.i must be kidding!=P

nite!

Exam fever!

2010-05-21T00:28:00.002+01:00

Worry about your exam?stress?

Here are Healthy Revision Tips

Take regular breaks-you'll keep going for longer
Don't compare yourself to others-revise your own way
Look after yourself-get into a routine of eating and sleeping well
Exercise-it's natural mood booster!
Keep perspective; don't let exams compromise your health

Revise, Relax, Refresh

An uninvited guess

2010-05-20T00:24:00.009+01:00

Oh NO!.Dear uninvited guess, you turned up at the wrong time. *sigh. What I mean with uninvited guess here is the collapsible of the hallway's ceiling at my house. It was accidentally happened around 3 in the morning when one of my housemate was performed her prayer in her room, resulting to the useful notes below.

It is funny isn' it? I read this notes at 4am when I woke up for fajr prayer. Can u imagine what did I feel at that time? It was early in the morning man!. I still not fully awake and I was shocked, definitely. I was looking around to find out what was going on after took so much time to interpret the notes. It can't be bothered and finally I left the room in puzzled.

The reason why the notes left me perplexed. It is still the same as usual. But...

Jeng.jeng.jeng! Presenting to you, the vicinity hallway that being affected.This was what actually occurred downstairs.Earthquake.

Location: Toilet and hallway's ceiling,
82 Gell Street, Sheffield

Time: 3am

It's horrible int' it?

Thus, we were unofficially promoted as cleaner to get rid of the woods during the cleaning operation. These things such a nuisance since it happened at the critical span, I mean the exam period. I have to redha. This is a challenge and test for us. There must be a hikmah. InsyaAllah.

The typical housemates who gets addicted to flash so much. Introduce to you guys the cleaner of the day.*grin

'Cam-whore' time girls!

The action speaks louder than words. My housemates as known as the great cleaners were working hard to clean up the hallway.
Cleaner 1: Clean up the dust
Cleaner 2: Wipe the shoes

Hoover sponsored by our neighbor, k.JT after our hoover was broke down. Thanks Mr hoover and the owner.

Huge number of shoes owned by 5 girls. It was 66 pairs altogether excluding the one kept upstairs. (Counted by Goh, one of our Chinese friend)Unbelievable!

Finally, it was well done!

Congratulations!. It was successfully cleaned by the 82 Gell Street's girls. We were so tired and ended up the daylight with sleeping.

Thank you!

Reported by zalina from tempat kejadian.

undescribable feeling

2010-05-16T22:29:00.001+01:00

huh!.rasa tak tenang the whole day.It is true!.Now is 10pm already but I did nothing since morning. I am supposedly to proceed with my revision after a day off yesterday.Somehow, Sunday turns to be a very typical day konon I don't have any exam in less than two weeks. It's so unproductive. I think this is owing to high stress level. The stress level goes up till the level that I don't even know how high it is, probably it just a level before volcano outbreaks.OK.I'm kidding.n bla bla..malas nak type.it's horrible.bye.

how to say NO and meant it!

2010-04-26T19:26:00.010+01:00

Oh no! MR STRESS just popping up. Well, the stressful span is return after couple of months it has gone. This time around is owing to my research project, I reckon. I believe that it always be there, but the way we handle it would determine how serious it is. It can be controlled, in fact it would not be such a difficult matter. Be friend to it, and it will be good to you.*yucks!

Due to high stress level, it brought me to a long chat with one of my senior here so that I could release a bit. I thank her for the advices and now I feel relief.

Apart from talking about stress, she had mentioned this to me 'sometimes we have to learn to say NO because we cannot please all peoples'.She was absolutely right. I am sorry if you guys do not think these two are related.We had a long conversation so there were a lot of topics have been discussed.

Have you guys ever bump into this kind of problem? I have few simple questions. How many times you say NO when people asking you to do something that you don't want or you don't like? Are you be able to say NO? In some circumstances, we have to say NO and at that point we really meant it. Don't you think it is hard? It might sound easy to some peoples but as for me I find it difficult to say no especially to someone close to me. Yes, I do. And I suffered at the end.

In my opinion, we have to stand with our decision regardless of what reason it should be together with what we want in our life. Same applied here, just say NO if you have to say it because there are not such always right things. If it does, I believe the will be no legal and illegal in ISLAM definitely. Do not afraid to say NO if you have to and it is the only choice you have. You will be guilty since it might hurt other feelings but you are actually not. It just an unhealthy thought.There are something to do with " DO it or you will DIE. The choice is in your hand.

We also need to remember that sometimes we have to be selfish for our own sake. Never entertain others despite ourselves. Also, love ourselves the way who we are then we would live happily.bla..bla.

So from now onwards, let us learn to say NO and meant it. Good luck!

i <3 myself..

syukur..

2010-04-09T02:20:00.000+01:00

Alhamdulillah.The merciful Allah grants me HIS bless.Allah bless u guys too!ameen.

Will get back to you guys real soon.

It is called life..

2010-04-03T20:55:00.004+01:00

Once back in Malaysia, I was drooling off an iPhone like others do albeit I ended up with jealousy when I saw lots of friends got it. Though I never thought to own it or even to play around with it. I believe that Mama would not be ever compromised as though I do not use my own money. Oh it never springs my mind to have this kind of high technology gadget till I have a good job one fine day. I am a student still, who always have to cope with money matter. I found myself keep running out of money once upon time back in UM due to my bad habit. I was a shopaholic as yet I still am a shopaholic. Life wasn't treat me well and it was so miserable. I have had to ask for extra money from my parents because the scholarship wouldn't be enough to support me and my fantasy life. Oh,I was so bad. I really was. Somehow, I had begging myself to change once I decided to grab the oppurtunity to study here. I am lucky and so grateful to be sheltered by HIS loves and protection against me.

New iphone 3gs

Finally, even it was not really my own money because Malaysians shared the money by their tax payment.hurfff.It's crap.

Peoples claim it is cool to own an iPhone.

Fabulous day!

2010-04-02T03:45:00.002+01:00

I was so elated. Why? Finally we did it. On first try to go to skating in Sheffield after almost two year being here. To be highligthted that the fee is only GBP 2.60 per entry. It is freaking cheap guys.

Let this picture talks.

Dear farida n me right after we've done with the fantastic skating

After all, I enjoyed my day.

It's your birthday,sweety!

2010-03-29T23:22:00.003+01:00

Happy birthday to you, EMIN dear!

Another year has come and gone
But moments spent together unfold treasures
Of the fulfillment of our fondest dreams
To the sweet memories that passing years can never mar
Of experiences great and small
That has made us who we are
Of the special bond that we share
Like bread and honey in every way
I hope you know how very much you mean to me

Picture was taken during my last summer holiday back in a.star.I paid her a visit a few days after eid-ul fitr

Many many special returns of the day love!!! May this birthday be the best one in every delightful way.

Allah bless you with the best of HIS bounties and may HE always keep you in the shelter of HIS love and protection.

Ameen.

....

2010-03-25T01:56:00.000Z

" Each person's personal philosophy is like the set of a sail.

Once you set a better sail by modifying your philosophy,

your whole life's direction will change"

Think about it, dude!

2010-03-16T15:39:00.004Z

SAYINGS (HADITH) OF PROPHET MUHAMMAD (Sallallaahu alaihi wa sallam)

The one who disdains prayers (Solat) will receive Fifteen punishments from

Allah..

THE SIX PUNISHMENTS OF LIFE :
1.Allah takes away blessings from his age (makes his life misfortunate)
2. Allah does not accept his plea (Dua's)
3. Allah erases the features of good people from his face.
4. He will be detested by all creatures on earth.
5. Allah does not reward him for his good deeds. (No thawab)
6. He will not be included in the Dua's of good people.

THE THREE PUNISHMENTS WHILE DYING :
1. He dies humiliated.
2. He dies hungry.
3. He dies thirsty. Even if he drinks the water of all seas he will still be thirsty.

THE THREE PUNISHMENTS IN THE GRAVE :
1. Allah tightens his grave until his chest ribs come over each other.
2. Allah pours on him fire with embers.
3. Allah sets on him a snake called 'the brave', 'the bold' which hits him from morning until afternoon for leaving Fajr prayer, from the afternoon until Asr for leaving Dhuhr prayer and so on. With each strike he sinks 70 yards under the ground.

THE THREE PUNISHMENTS ON THE DAY OF JUDGMENT :
1. Allah sends who would accompany him to hell pulling him on the face.
2. Allah gives him an angry look that makes the flesh of his face fall down.
3. Allah judges him strictly and orders him to be thrown in hell.
Note: If you get this copy, please make copies of it and distribute them among all Muslims. You will be earning a Reward as well as helping to show your brother the Right Path. May Allah give guidance to all of us.

THOSE WHO DO NOT SAY THEIR PRAYERS OF:

FAJR : the glow of their face is taken away.
ZUHR : the blessing of their income is taken away.
ASR : the strength of their body is taken away.
MAGHRIB : they are not benefited by their children.
'ISHA : the peace of their sleep is taken away.

................................................................................
THE HOLY QUR'AN:
'Say Your Prayers Before Prayers For You Are Said'.
.................................................................................

up and down

2010-03-04T22:48:00.001Z

Things to do!

1. Planning for easter holiday

2.Flight tickets for summer holiday

3. A few Man Utd Jerseys for brothers and cousins

4. Souvenirs for those toddlers at home

5. Mama's LV handbag

6. K.ngah's Victoria Secret

7. Girlfriends' perfumes

I just have to pinch pennies otherwise that uninvited credit crunch will be turning up.

I'm so depressed today.Why?I have to keep the answer in order to avoid any feeling from getting hurt.

I'm not feeling well.

Can't wait for tomorrow to get the tram along the street with girlfriends, go for new stuffs hunting, new yummy HALAL KFC, new film, bowling, skating.

The preciousness~

2010-03-02T00:15:00.001Z

Massive thanks to MR DIRECTOR and crews. Enjoy watching this.

Good night!

Friends oh Friends!

2010-02-17T23:41:00.000Z

Peeps,

Happiness keeps you Sweet,

Trials keep you Strong,

Sorrows keep you Human,

Failures keep you Humble,

Success keeps you Glowing,

But .... Only Friends ....

Keep You Going !!!

Thank you my friend for being a part of my life,
whether you are a reason, a season or a lifetime.

A beautiful would perish, but the beauty will endure.

2010-02-05T05:53:00.005Z

If you love a being for his beauty,

you love none other than God,

for He is the Beautiful Being.

alas and alack!

2010-02-04T03:44:00.000Z

Alhamdulillah..Finally I'm done with this stressful exam which keeps me tormented since the day it started. I am supposed to feel happy somehow I do not really buzzed-up since I believe those papers weren't done well. I wanted to holler to the world so that they know my feeling deep inside me but on second thought I do not know for what reason I should do so. Frankly speaking, today's paper frustrates me and definitely it was as bad as has been expected.OK.I am sick of talking about exam, so I should stop here. You might feel so right? Alright!.I promise not to talk about it again, at least till the next semester exam.*grin

I have to prepare physically and mentally for the new spring semester.

Off to have an ample rest and sleep.Good night!

As I grow up!

2010-02-01T18:10:00.006Z

Many thanks to my beloved housemates for this cutey lil' princess

I should write about this peeps, unfortunately the commitment toward my exam is my prior at the moment. I would let the day turn up with no regret.

Let's sing a birthday song for me.

Also, I would like to thank both of my babes for their entries on my birthday.

AnithAzmi and FatinRidzuan

I hope that I could always be mommy's and daddy's hero!

Least said soonest mended

2010-02-01T17:51:00.003Z

Oh again! As it has been expected, today's paper was totally crapped and frustrating. Up to this point, it is hard to envisage how the result might look like once it releases in a month time since none of them were perfect. Nonetheless, I have to combat this guilty feeling toward myself and stop talking about them at all. I will leave it to Allah and keep praying for the best. I have one more paper to go, the last but not least. I might say that this paper would be the toughest and ridicolous since we had been warned by our lecturer, Dr Peter Rockett during the first day of class." Noted that only 30 percent out of hundred will pass with flying colours every year ".lol. Can you imagine how it depicts this module? I think, the name of 'Computer Architecture' itself tell me like it is. The lecture notes are not really accessible by a so-called pea-brain.*sigh.

What says you?? Any suggestion for me in order to cope with this module while cramming it into my tiny brain, please feel free to throw it up. Please do not hesitate to drop your message then I would be very happy. Thanks so much dear readers.

3 down, 2 to go!

2010-01-29T00:48:00.001Z

Guys, I had finished my third paper today. oh well. It used to be in the middle of three back to back papers. For the time being, I feel like knocking my head to the wall. Those papers were crapped. Yesterday's paper was horrible. Today was miserable. Tomorrow is unsure yet. This is my first time to have such a s**k exam schedule.

You drive me crazy.

2010-01-25T01:27:00.001Z

You drive me crazy Mr lover

You drive me crazy Mr Exam.

I' have got 3 papers back to back in 2 days time. Not even feel ready for any of them.

You can't teach an old dog new tricks

2010-01-24T00:51:00.003Z

As time pass by and as I grown up, I just wonder what have I contributed to my community. How about you guys? Have you ever alleviate the poverty and suffering? Maybe you have done a lot, I reckon. But if you are not yet give your hand , why don't you do so. Peeps, never put off until tomorrow what you can do today.

Oh peeps, are you familiar with Oxfam? What springs to mind? Charity shops and second-hand stuffs? I am totally out of mind till I first came here. May be, peoples in certain countries would be very familiar to Oxfam but not to me and the other Malaysians. As far as I am concern, not too many peoples even aware that we used to have charity shops or to be exact, it so rare to be found. If it just so happens to exist anyway, the possibility could be one out of thousand. We are not get used to this kind of charity shops . We've rather prefer to buy 'fresh' goods instead of used one. Ok , enough of being talking nonsense.lol. To be shorten, Oxfam provides a medium for us to fight for poverty and suffering by doing unpaid work as known as volunteering or by contributing every single quid at shops. As for me, I have decided to be one of its volunteer. It is very interesting indeed.

By the way, as I have promised to commit about my volunteering work to paper, here it goes. It might be so out-of-date but what to do, time constrains me of late. My first time to work at Oxfam was last Saturday as been scheduled. As the day came, I reached Oxfam as early as 1.20 pm, it was 10 minutes earlier than expected time. Splendid! I never being as punctual as this time. Well, I used to be one of the typical Malays who are seems to be immune by janji melayu'. Nevertheless not this time or not at the moment perhaps, since I keep trying to change myself out of this bad habit. Yes, please help yourself! *yell inside me. I was so excited since that would be my first time to do volunteering. Plus it is just next door. I was quite nervous as this was my first time. Crap! I can't ever use first time as an excuse.OK. I have met few other friendly volunteers there who I used to work with. They are just like me, so-called-fresh volunteers. Well, basically there are sort of works that volunteers do which are serving customer, merchandising, sorting and pricing as well as till work.

Saturday just turned up again and it was my second week to serve at Oxfam. Everything went well except for those silly mistakes I have done. What a careless me!*sigh.I somehow lack of focus during my work, consequently I've been rung amount up wrongly on the till. It wasn't once but few times.

I believe this noble work would benefit me a load especially in boosting up my fluency in communication and also it trains me to be kind to people. Probably it could stop me from being silly billy as I wish to. Ok. In a nutshell, You can't teach an old dog new tricks albeit if there is a will there is a way.

It is that all. Just a quick one because I am in hurry.Off.

It is good to deal with the stressful exam period

2010-01-19T22:38:00.008Z

I am a bit stressful and it is natural to feel nervous during the exam span. Somehow, I try to stay positive and keep things in perspective. I have got this far so why should I fail now? No way! I should keep my spirits up. This exam is important and I should give myself the best chance I can to do well. Whatever the outcome, there always have options and the life experience I gain from being at university can count for a lot more than a less than perfect exam score.

I am thinking of rewarding myself for all this hard work with little treats right after I finish my exam which probably could make me feel rejuvenated. I promised!

Here are exam survival top tips which could benefit you guys too:

Find own revision style - There is no single 'right way' to do it
Take a break and make time relax
Avoid booze and caffiene before bed
Remember - eat well + sleep well = work well
Recognise when getting stresses - Think positive and don't panic!
As a Muslim, never stop praying. HE always listens to our voice

source: examsurvivalguide

Utterly gorgeous!

2010-01-19T02:48:00.010Z

Nothing much I would like to say since it is late, two in the morning. I just came back from the library and definitely I should off to bed now.

As my revision is progressing, I do not have much time to browse my facebook, so I am considerably a bit behind and totally missed a few things. But still I managed to go for a quick browsed, and it was there, something has really attracted my passion to do a click after another." Nurulaa: Precious moment "

So, I hereby congratulates my best buddy a.k.a my bed-mate during the high school, Nuruljawahir Mustofa on her engagement. I wish I was there to celebrate her best moment, somehow the distance limits me. It is not such a matter either I was there or not as long as you are happy my dear. The presence does not important but my pray will always be with you, you know that?.OK.Oh no! Dear, we kept appointing each other on who will get marry first and finally you lead us. I can't believe it, still.*grin. We loved to catch up and updating each other before both of us finally felt asleep those days. Do you still remember that? Oh, apparently we are not the same peoples that we used to be in our late teens anymore. Both of us have chosen to go down on different path since we have done with old school. Neither you nor me expected this to happen soon. HE is the best planner, ever.

How I wish I would be able to turn up on the day you tie a knot.

Ok.let the pictures talk.

Drop-dead beautiful you, my girl

The most important woman in her life, ibu

Dear, you are going to be a wife soon. Be a good wife and mommy ok.

With her future husband

Good night! Pen off.

Daddy, you are my hero!

2010-01-18T16:50:00.002Z

This is my fifth nephew after two weeks, named as Mohammad Naim Amzar.

Daddy

You are my hero!

I love you always!

I missed you!

As I wish to be a volunteer

2010-01-15T23:55:00.000Z

Volunteer?Yes!.As I wish to be one out of million volunteers out there since the first time I stepped here, finally tomorrow it will become a reality. I hope it going to be smooth and a very good experience indeed.
I wish I could wait till the day comes to share it with you guys.

Off to prepare mentally and physically.sleep!

You have done great,dude!

2010-01-14T10:36:00.005Z

Guys,

I was being busy with the exam stuffs since last fortnight and this schedule would tie me up till early February. Then there are few things awaiting for my attention and need to be took care of which are my third year design project and Sheffield Games. Perhaps, these would drag me up to end of my third year. Yet, I could imagine how does my timetable look like for these couple of months and I have promise myself not to whine again and again.

Here, interestingly I have something to share with all of you, dear readers. I have met one of my classmates (a local guy) in the library last two days or maybe I can say that it not just last two days instead a day before and after, or perhaps I can simply say that each time I went to library. Well, we just had have a short conversation since both of us have to do with revision thingy. Albeit the fact is that conversation left me panicked and guilty.

Me: Hi mate!how is it (revision) going?

He: Well.Great!I am confident in a few modules except for computer architecture.

( FYI, we only have 5 modules, so a few here could be 4 then since computer architecture is excluded)

Me: Really?Brilliant!

He: Cheers. I have been working through the semester and now it is the time for me to recap all over again and analyzing past year papers.

OK. There is nothing to do with that guy but something to do with hard work is worth doing. I just wanted to remind myself and all of you out there to think about it deeply and please digest all the good values. It is better late than never.

I have to go and better off here . It will be continue in the next entry....

[to be continued]

You are my history...

2010-01-11T09:09:00.053Z

I miss you. Damn! I should not but still I cannot compel myself not to think about you. You used to be my other half before n yet you have gone from my life. I've just can't stop thinking of you, not even for a second. I really am. Are we meant not to be together? Only Allah knows. Do pray for us to meet the one who we actually created to be with. Inshaallah. HE owns everything.

My exam is in 10 days time. I am cramming my tiny brain with loads of formula and graphs with the hope that it could be recalled during the exam. Good luck to all fellow friends and not to forget K.Aliaa. She is going to sit for her final year exam which would then qualify herself as a junior doctor with a title 'Dr' in front of her name to be known as Dr Aliaa Amirah Romli. I just wondering if I can have that 'Ir' ( Ir not Dr since I am in engineering course instead of medicine ) in front of my name too? Never mind, I have to think about what am I going to face at the moment rather than waiting for something unsure of. Let stop talking about this since it is a long way to go. Nobody knows either there will be tomorrow so do I.

I rather off now guys, got to go. I need to find a pretty good place to be spent off the entire day doing my revision.

Good day! salam.

Greeting new nephew..

2010-01-07T12:21:00.004Z

It was surprising me to receive a message from my sister told me that she just delivered a baby boy.Owh so soon!I am expecting him to be born but not this soon.hehe. Alhamdulillah. He just being delivered to the new world, sound and safe. A warm welcome to my new nephew which is the fifth baby was born to the new generation of my family. We just expanding our family and congratulations to our new addition. I am so excited and so do my other family members for sure.

This picture was taken just few hours after he has been delivered to this wonderful world. He not yet been given any name.

To the new boy, your big innocent eyes would see a world strange and new. You would face and fill your life with lots of challenges ahead. Though, be a good boy to serve for the mighty Allah, family and country.

I wish I've get the chance to hold and gaze and marvel at you a little tiny boy. Sure I'll be a nice and hot mommy su to you.*grin

Off!

All praised just be to Allah

2010-01-05T11:28:00.004Z

What are we now?

What do we intend to be?

How are we going to get there?

I've gone through my engineering management notes yesterday and I reckon these questions could be analogy to our student life apparently.Yes.Moreover, most of students here are going to sit for autumn semester exam.I think this is the best time to all out, to be at pains for the future.

I am 16 days away from my first exam paper. Wish me good luck guys. n do prays for our success.InshaAllah.

Dear peeps, I've read a blog of a friend of mine and there was something tugging at my heartstrings. This video really make me think back on who am I yet again.owh.how bad I am?.I keep whining all the time without realizing that there are a lots of unlucky peoples out there. Let's be thankful dear friends with what we have, what we get and do stop whining. HE is the best planner ever.

in the study mode.off

Things had happened

2010-01-02T23:16:00.008Z

Guys, I believe that we are still in the new year mood. It's either 1431 Hijriah or 2010 Masihi.Which ever we are stick with, we are still in the same path. So, let's recap on what have been achieved in our past. For all we had, for all we'd been through, for all we'd seen others been through and for all that was in our futures. It just that...

PAST IS A HISTORY,
PRESENT IS WHAT YOU HAVE,
FUTURE IS WHAT YOU ARE UNSURE OF,

FORGET THE PAST,
LIVE FOR THE PRESENT,
HOPE FOR THE FUTURE.

Apparently,I can smell the changes in me.yes2.I do.It's good for me then.Guess what is it? I just realize that clandestinely I love to read. No matter what kind of materials they are (books, magazines, blogs) but still it's a fabulous interest which I am confident enough that the so-called-little-me hated this most.well."itu lah kamu, kecil-kecil mama suruh baca buku tak nak.malas!.hahaha~Thanx mama. Then I'm here, being a stranger in the other part of the world.

Ehe.I am so sorry guys since I blended everything in. oh by the way, just to let you know that some peoples have had asked me about end my single life up. It such a great idea,isn't it? Though,I've just answered them with laughter. Hello! I am only a 22 years old girl. Not yet a women.lalala~perasan! In fact, not yet 22 years old. *masak pun fail lagi.hehe. Even there are few peoples have crush on me but still I am not ready yet. I somehow not ready to commit with anyone at the moment after an unintended ending of my past relationship. This is neither a matter of choosing the right one nor probably I am too choosy. I would not bother of being in a relationship with any guy since things have tied me up . And the prior for me now are to be a good servant to the Mighty Allah, pampering my family and focusing on my study.yes, I should do before I would regret in the future.

I dedicated this especially to K.zack, I missed you so much. We are so-meant-to-be-together-everywhere.haha.Yes, we do. Since, you used to be my senior back in high school and after all we met again in Sheffield. What a coincidentally. Anyway, credit to you for your new job as an engineer in Bintulu. Don't forget my free lunch ok. Plus, I am waiting for you to get married with your loved ones. coppsss to be your bridesmaid sis.weeee~

This picture was taken during the last year winter trip to Barcelona,Spain.

A so-called-K.z sat next to me

It just three of us were be able to reach Oslo, Norway due to credit crunch.

Ok. Got to go. Pizza is waiting for me perhaps, off to bed.

2010's resolution

2010-01-01T16:30:00.001Z

Lot's of things to be achieved in 2010, while 2009 just passed without turning back.

1. Recite Al-Quran everyday.InshaAllah.I want to be more closed to Allah.

2. Earn 3K per month

3. Eat LESS, sleep LESS, study MORE

4. Reduce shopping, do saving for MINI COOPER.cool!

Hopefully, I will have wonderful years ahead.

Tatkala hati manusia basah dengan limpahan rahmatnya,

Ketika itulah diri menjadi manusia paling bahagia,

Biarpun tidak banyak yang ada di genggaman tangan.

"Yet, verily, it is not their eyes that have become blind,

blind have become the heart that are in their breast"

Al-Hajj 22:46

Good bye 2009!

2009-12-30T23:16:00.001Z

This entry would be just a short one since i got to sleep early.

Peeps,

Don't you guys think that time flies so fast? Sometimes we never notice how fast it is until it comes to an end of a year.Yet, it's here. We are 1 day away to 2010.oh no! It means that I'm going to add another 1 year and become 22 years old. It sounds cliche.aha.Somehow, it just a number,isn't it?yup.I believe u all are agree with me.*big grin

Off to sleep.Good night!

What's left..

2009-12-29T00:53:00.001Z

It's already 29th of December but still my January allowance is not there.*sigh.I keep checking my account and definitely it frustrates me because the result is same day by day.It really spoils my mood to shopping.Winter sale yang gile2 sale is leaving together with 2009.Argh!still some of my goals are not fully achieved. Perhaps, I should bring forward to year 2010 or else all those resolutions are just a dream.

Lately, my feeling is like yo-yo.sekejap ok sekjap tak.sangat tak tenteram.haishh~I need my mama very badly.I need her strength.I need her support to live my single life which has dropped me down to the lowest point. Some of her words would be a miracle to cheer me n my days.Please mama.nobody would understand me.sob.sob.

Ok.Let's forget about the feeling and what so ever uninteresting about me.Owh btw,I'd been to London central mosque last Saturday.Ya Tuhanku, tenang sangat once I stepped into the mosque. You can imagine how proud it is, located in the middle of London City where the majority is non-Muslims.Subhanallah.Even Muslims are the minority but still they manage to build a very meaningful and beautiful place indeed.ever.today and hereafter.

I better off here.Tomorrow need my commitment.

A white christmas in London

2009-12-24T15:15:00.001Z

yabedabedo!~i will be off to london till monday.excitedly will spend few days in london with some friends.walk down through the oxford street, madame tussauds, london bridge, buckingham palace and many mores.do some shopping.I really hope it will be some.aha.as I guess I would be dropping lots of quids off on the boxing day.

To all Christian friends, Merry Christmas.

Few wishlist sare there.*wink2

The other part of world

2009-12-24T01:45:00.003Z

As usual,when it comes to winter break,these will mess my mind.Holiday,Christmas eve,boxing day.yippie!undeniably, everybody been busy planning to go here and there.As for me,this time around,I've had choose OSLO,norway as the place to drop my money off.yes,I did since it was obviously the most expensive city! However,trip to Oslo was awesome!splendid!I've had lots of fun with the girls.It might be the right choice nevertheless not for winter I reckon.This is due to the weather there which was extremely cold and not suitable for purely Asian like me.*sigh.I somehow macam rasa "sangat" pandai since I'd chose oslo.well,the crazy me n the gengs.In fact we did not really care because the flight was cheap.It was -20 degree C.I kept trembling all the time.huh.can u imagine how cold it was.haha.I should be more aware,next time.

The most important is 1 GBP = 9.0 Norwegian kroner should be noted.kwang3.but still mahal!

a chubby face of me.hakhak

a tiny me keeps breathing in HIS world

The rest of pictures can be found in facebook.

n off to dreamland.zzzz!

I am a woman..

2009-12-10T01:17:00.002Z

"Treat women well. The woman was created from a rib. The most bent part of the rib is the top part. If you try to straighten it, you will break it. If you leave it, it remains bent. So treat women well. [Sahih Bukhari and Muslim]

I believe somehow i never walk alone down the path i have chosen as HE always be by my side no matter what.

I am considerably lucky to have my family,friends n peoples around me

my heart broke into pieces

2009-12-09T00:13:00.006Z

OMG!.I feel like yelling to the whole world so that peoples out there can know how pain it is at the deepest of my heart. I am begging myself not to think about it again and again somehow I completely out of control. I vow to move on but I am totally failed.I just hate my feeling at the moment.I know even I meraung macam org gila sekalipun, it could not give him back to me.damn!auch!

*drop into tears.yet again!

Please off from my life if it is the only choice I have to climb up to the top.Under no circumstances should you enter my life.no way!This heartbroken had left me weakened which is contrary to the old me.it's totally shit!

byknye keje terbengkalai.damn!

hurff~

2009-12-08T06:22:00.002Z

I miss u.yes.I really mean it.I can't lie to myself.somehow I am pretending that I am ok but inside,only I know how hurt it is.it's very hurtful indeed.haissh~

how can I let u go?it has happened so fast!.I love u.yes.I do.pstttttt

move on!

2009-12-07T22:27:00.002Z

i am moving on.

thanks love!

2009-12-07T01:08:00.007Z

Ku membenarkan jiwaku
Untuk mencintaimu
Ku persembahkan hidupku
Untuk bersama kamu

Dan diriku untuk kamu
Belum pernah kumerasai begitu

Semua itu telah berlalu
Harapanku palsu
Dan mungkin hari yang satu
Terus ku tertunggu

Di hatiku masih kamu
Belum pernah ku ingin terus memburu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cinta mu
Hanya satu
Hanya kamu

Ku membiarkan hatiku
Untuk merinduimu
Ku menghamparkan sakitku
Untuk tatapan kamu

Bersamamu harapanku
Hilang dalam terang yang membutakanku

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

Dan segala yang ku ada
Ku berikan semua
Untuk dirimu saja

Ku mahu dirimu
Bahagia untuk selamanya
Biar sampai syurga
Aku menunggu cinta darimu
Agar ku sempurna

Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu
Namun aku tetap aku
Yang terbaik tuk diriku

Hanya satu

Aku lemah tanpa kamu
Ku inginmu dampingi ku
Aku fahami aku bukan terbaik
Untuk dirimu

Sampai syurga ku menunggu
Sampai syurga ku cintamu
Hanya kamu

we just ended it up.i hope u will meet someone better than me to take care of u.to be there for u.to look after u. to be by ur side when it is needed.to love u the way i love u.perhaps more than i love u.

i love u.yes i do.but i don't want to be so selfish. i don't want to be so cruel.

i know i am not the best for u but believe me.u never fail to make me happy.to cheer me up.to support me.to be by my side.to take care of me.it just u.nobody else.

i really hope n pray to be strong enough to face tomorrow n days after.u too.inshaAllah

it is hurts.i feel empty.however it is,this emptiness should be ended and recovered soon since exam is around the corner.

i need to reflect myself.u too perhaps.to be more closer to the mighty Allah.this is the best medicine ever.

thanks for the happiness that u have bring to my life.i never regret to get to know u.never ever.

u have drove me to a crazy world.our own world.i am confident that i can't be there yet again.
i will keep the memories remain forever.if it just the way to make me closer to u.i will do.

love,even i am not there for u anymore but the pray is always there.hope that u will have the great future.n all ur dreams come true.
i will let u go to find some happiness i could not ever give to u.

we can still be friend, aren't we?i am looking forward to see u during this coming summer holiday .inshaAllah.even it is a long way to go.in fact, it just could happen in 8months time.

good bye my love.my hero.

never too late!

2009-11-28T13:44:00.000Z

Peeps,

Amazingly,i just knew the purpose of Eid al-adha celebration.oh i just realize,how bad i am.How bout u guys?Does it come across before.I hope so.As i willing all muslims know about it.

This festival is to commemorate "the willingness of Prophet Ibrahim a.s to sacrifice his son as an act of obedience to Allah".Please google for further information.ngee~

As for me,this year of eid was my second time without my family. It just a simple one.yeah.what do i expect if i got class on eid.Luckily I still managed to go to perform Eid prayer in my finest clothes i ever have.

Hopefully, it is not too late to wish Happy Eid al-Adha to my families,friends and muslims all over the world.May this year of celebration brings us happiness and good health.Insha Allah.

live life~

2009-11-24T10:11:00.004Z

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.

Life is beauty admire it.

Life is bliss, taste it.

Life is a challenge, meet it.

Life is a duty, complete it........

Life is life, fight for it."

start again!

2009-11-22T12:17:00.003Z

yes!i decided to be active blogging back.this might due to the conflict that i am facing at this moment plus i missed my blog n peeps here.at least i can express my feeling.n i believe there will be some concern peoples who i appreciated much.thanks guys for being by my side.
even,those works which are waiting for me since last fortnight would limit my time, i wish i could find some time and space for myself.it is merely for my own sake.

currently,i miss my family and friends.how i wish i could be home yet.hurff.this is such a big sacrifices for the bright future.inshaallah.

ok.stop writing.start focusing on my works.use my brain.

no title

2009-11-21T15:34:00.002Z

peeps!~
hurff.i'm so depressed lately.i've got stacks of works may be. or perhaps this self conflict mess around.i'm totally out of mind on what should i do.probably i'm sick of this.

lost gone!

2009-10-13T17:27:00.003+01:00

uhhh..it has been ages my blog ni terbiar.hehe.dah bersawang mugkin..will b updated soon..once i got the internet connection at my house..too many things to be posted n story morry..hehe~

btw,al-fatihah n condolences to my highschool's senior.she just passed away this afternoon in an accident in India.The point here is her time just came.how bout us?might b sooner or later.let's reflect ourselves on what we have done.

to my dear hasni..

2009-06-12T13:45:00.002+01:00

As i guess..
she'll be reading my blog.i would like to wish her a very best of luck in her final exam.don't ever give up sweety!i know u can do it.
Even its will be tough as you've expected,but believe me there's a way.never forget Him since HE always listen to ur voice ok!

i miss u a lot!
love u too!

GOOD LUCK & ALL THE BEST!

shopping!

2009-06-12T13:33:00.002+01:00

yesterday i went to shopping at Junction32.one of the factory outlets spot nearby Leeds.owh.so heaven!i spent a lot.bought so many branded items with low price.i like!I'm planning to get there again before I'm going back.yes!cannot stop smiling.since i got all stuffs i wanted.

i would like to thank k.emy as she brought me there.

smile.smile.n smile

i like!

2009-06-10T21:30:00.004+01:00

people..
the freedom i have!i dunno how to describe my feeling currently.my exam was ended last Monday.I'm done,finally.I'm so happy.I feel so relief.all those huge burdens just gone.even it just for a while n the result would come out soon.like i care.aha.i won't let it spoils my mood.definitely I'm going to enjoy my days!yes,i will!
btw,massive thank to those who never gave up to support me n cheered me up when I was down.

yet I'm free from those thick n heavy books,away from those boring lecture notes.forget bout wake up early in the morning so that I'm not gonna be the late comer.lol.like i always being.huh!leaving my boring life here n back to my hometown.yeay2!
Malaysia here i come!again,really can't wait.16days to go people!it's not that long.i never give up to count them till the day come.

tick tock.tick tock.tick tock!

Manchester.june,26th.10.20pm. all passengers 3YR9VP heading to Kuala Lumpur.get ready to take off.

Kuala Lumpur.june,27th.2.45pm.we will be landing at Kuala Lumpur International Airport shortly.

Oh my goodness.i'm the one who are very excited.i feel like hearing a stewardess yells to my ears.gosh!waving my hand to sheffield.see u in 3months time.

by the time, i step at KLIA where i left 9months ago. i'm home,mommy!.

btw,i've so many plans in my mind.my plans will be on soon.haha.meet my beloved families.my loved ones.my friends.eating my favourite foods.its much!.hanging out with my angel.shopping at my favourite shopping complex.owh.really miss it.having picnic with my families.walking along the seashore.going to wedding ceremony.playing around with my beloved niece n nephews.i miss u guys so much.driving my car.i've no chance here.how bad it is.hurfff.watching my favourite team.united!united!united!.

yet i feel like wanna be home!luckily,i still have all the patience.so,i keep counting days!

1 down!

2009-05-28T19:09:00.005+01:00

alhamdulillah!just finished my maths paper.1 down.another 4 to go..what totally could i say about math.hurffff.it's about time constraint.no more!i could not say much.it's ok zalina!just leave it to HIM..du'a n tawakal.

anyway, today got many friends who are celebrating their birthdays.i would like to wish them a very happy birthday.Allah bless all of u!

Nurul Nadia Kamaruddin
[a friend that been lost gone since we done our first year in high school.n meet again after 7 years]

Nurliyana Mohd Saiful
[we know each other since we started our first year in BMI]

Azweed Mohammad
[my senior here.Sheffield University]

Nur Ikmal Rahim
[a friend that i met during the Aviemore Ski from University of Manchester ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL OF U!

today is the day!

2009-05-27T10:21:00.003+01:00

today i need to all out.tomorrow, I'll be sitting for my first paper of exam..
today,in another one month.I'll be home..yabedabedo!!~home sweet home..

thinking of u!

2009-05-26T17:40:00.001+01:00

listening to ' thinking of you ' by Katy Perry
this song is dedicated to me by my loved one

thanx..XOXO!!!~

miss mommy!

2009-05-24T12:40:00.003+01:00

uhuu~i miss my mama very badly.i really need my mama at this moment to cheer me up.i wish i could be with mama.to sleep with.to share so many stories~about mama,me,family n he[belongs to me.lol].to go shopping.to see my cool n sporting mama.to eat my favourite foods that mama cooks for me.hehe~can't wait till i meet mama this 28th june.i'll be home.wait for me pls.n i'm home.hehe~muuuahhxXx!big hug n kiss for my mama.from ur one n only princess.

from sheffield with lots of love

3days more!~

2009-05-24T12:09:00.004+01:00

ppls...
i only have 3days remain to revise all those modules for the whole semester before my 1st paper on 28th.sometimes,i think its not that worth.the modules that have been covered in 4months time should be answered in 2hours time so-called examination.that is so UNFAIR!do we really need to examine peoples' understanding?lol.i've asked my friend "why we need to sit for an exam?"she laughed at me.
peoples,don't u think it's good enough if we just go to class for the learning process instead of having an examination at the end of each semester.i totally disagree with this examination system.it seems like we just struggling for the exam.only for few weeks of exam period.gheee~

[off to studyland]

counting days

2009-05-18T06:04:00.003+01:00

hurfff..my exam is in 10 days time..grrrrr.cuakness!

i'll be home in 38 days time.so excited.yehaaaaa!

yeah.now start to count those remaining days.

special entry on mothers' day

2009-05-14T08:06:00.003+01:00

Orang kata aku lahir dari perut mak..
(bukan org kata...memang betul)

Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku....mak
Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku....mak
Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. ..mak
Kata mak, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut....Mak
Bila bangun tidur, aku cari....mak
Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang ....mak
Bila nak bermanja, aku dekati....makBila nak bergesel, aku duduk sebelah....mak
Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya....mak
Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku....mak
Bila merajuk, yang memujukku cuma.....mak
Bila melakukan kesalahan, yang paling cepat marah....mak
Bila takut, yang tenangkan aku....mak
Bila nak peluk, yang aku suka peluk....mak
Aku selalu teringatkan ....mak
Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon....makkkk! "
Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah....mak
Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga....
Bila seronok, orang pertama aku nak beritahu.....mak
Bila bengang.. aku suka luah pada..mak
Bila takut, aku selalu panggil... "mmaaakmak
Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu....mak
Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau.... mak
Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni.. mak
Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku....makkalau balik ke kampung, yang selalu bekalkan ulam & lauk pauk.....mak
Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku....mak
Yang selalu berleter kat aku...mak
Yang selalu puji aku....mak
Yang selalu nasihat aku....mak
Bila nak kahwin..Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk.....mak

Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri....
Bila seronok, aku cari.......pasanganku
Bila sedih, aku cari......mak

Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada....pasanganku
Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada....mak

Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku
Bila berduka, aku peluk erat....emakku

Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku
Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah.....mak

Bila sambut valentine... Aku bagi hadiah pada pasanganku
Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"

Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku
Selalu.. mak ingat kat aku

Bila-bila... aku akan talipon pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak talipon mak

Selalu....aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku
Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk emak

Renungkan:
"Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja... bolehkah kau kirim wanguntuk mak?mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah"....Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya......

Tapi kalau mak sudah tiada.......... MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK..... RINDU SANGAT....
Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya....
Berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya.....
Berapa ramai yang sanggup mengantikan lampin ibunya......
Berapa ramai yang sanggup membersihkan najis ibunya.......
Berapa ramai yang sanggup membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....
Berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya......
dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......

Seorang anak mendapatkan ibunya yang sedang sibuk menyediakan makan malam di dapur lalu menghulurkan sekeping kertas yang bertulis sesuatu.
Si ibu segera mengesatkan tangan di apron menyambut kertasyang dihulurkan oleh si anak lalu membacanya.
Kos upah membantu ibu:
1) Tolong pergi kedai : RM4.00
2) Tolong jaga adik : RM4..00
3) Tolong buang sampah : RM1.00
4) Tolong kemas bilik : RM2.00
5) Tolong siram bunga : RM3.00
6) Tolong sapu sampah : RM3.00
Jumlah : RM17.00

Selesai membaca, si ibu tersenyum memandang si anak sambil sesuatuberlegar-legar si mindanya.
Si ibu mencapai sebatang pen dan menulissesuatu di belakang kertas yang sama.
1) Kos mengandungkanmu selama 9 bulan - PERCUMA
2) Kos berjaga malam kerana menjagamu - PERCUMA
3) Kos air mata yang menitis keranamu - PERCUMA
4) Kos kerunsingan kerana bimbangkanmu - PERCUMA
5) Kos menyediakan makan minum, pakaian, dan keperluanmu -PERCUMA
Jumlah Keseluruhan Nilai Kasihku - PERCUMA

Air mata si anak berlinang setelah membaca apa yang dituliskan olehsiibu. Si anak menatap wajah ibu,memeluknya dan berkata, "Saya Sayangkan Ibu". Kemudian si anak mengambil pen dan menulis"Telah Dibayar" pada mukasurat yang sama ditulisnya.

Appreciate our mothers since they still alive!~

away~

2009-05-12T04:16:00.003+01:00

off for a while.
since my exam is in 2weeks time.
wish me luck peoples.
n do pray 4 me.
our success!

happy mothers' day!

2009-05-09T23:42:00.005+01:00

a very HAPPY MOTHERs' DAY!

to my beloved mommy

the greatest mother in the world

i love u so much!

always miss u!

x0x0!

i'm done!!finally..

2009-05-08T05:21:00.001+01:00

alhamdulillah..

at last i managed to finish up my report.hurfff~such a nightmare!uwaa~

a new history..

2009-05-07T01:03:00.003+01:00

what a bad day hah?i've been in this pretty good place since last 12 hours.i meant it.it was from 12 in the afternoon till now,12 in the morning.i've seen peoples next to my desk are changing each time. but i cant afford it.since my report need to be settled down by hook or by crook..the deadline is on friday..yippiee!!~i'm about to finish it..at last.[continue doing my report~after take 5~blogging].hehe

united..united..united!

2009-05-05T21:45:00.006+01:00

yehaa!!~my fav team won!..congrates to the red devils as they won against the gunners..

In Arsene we trust, the road to Rome we conquer!

Man Utd vs Arsenal

3-1

Final match would be between

Man Utd vs Barcelona

on this May,27th

The blaugranes here we come!!~

What the Man Utd fans said: [it was taken by friends' facebook status right after the game..hehe]

Mohammad Yusro B Zainuddin: is very2.....HAPPY that Man Utd has wallop Arsenal ass in UCL semi final...Glory2 Man Utd...final @ Rome this 27 May....pity Arsenal fans.... hahahahaha

Shahril Fauzi: like the great Emperors of the past, Sir Alex Ferguson will attempt to rule Rome in three weeks' time

Farieth Tajalie: In Arsene we trust..hak!!hak!! (3-1)

well!~we support our Red Devils no matter what.

21st combo!

2009-05-04T23:03:00.003+01:00

To all my friends who are celebrating their 21st's birthday on

4th~Nurul Nadiatul Akma Berahan

5th~Nurul Hidayah Ahmad LAtif

6th~Nur Damia Aimi Shaffee

Happy Birthday!

May Allah bless all of u~

not a girl not yet a woman~

2009-05-03T20:36:00.004+01:00

currently,i'm not in the mood.in terms of my relationship.have we got problem?.i dunno.i've no idea bout that.seriously i felt like breaking up our relationship.do i make any mistakes?.am i not good enough for u?.i miss u but at the same time i hate u too.

Aku wanita

Aku wanita punya hati nurani

Yang tak dapat dibohongi

Pabila cinta tlah membutakan mata

Dan membuat tuli telinga

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta

Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata

Pilihan hati

Belahan jiwaku ini

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah

Dari yang Maha Kuasa

Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah

Meskipun kita berbeza

Aku wanita aku kaum hawa

Yang memang rapuh hatinya

Aku wanita aku punya cinta

Selayaknya manusia

Ku wanita

Yang perlu kau fahami

[mode:sad]

2009-05-03T15:15:00.002+01:00

happy belated birthday sista emy!~

May Allah bless u always

sorry it's a bit late

btw,we would like to celebrate k.emy's birthday at Weston Park this afternoon.at 5pm.

hopefully she doesn't know about this surprise party.hehe.

the menu would be

pulut kuning

sambal ikan bilis

pizza by Royal pizza
kuih badak berendam

birthday cake
desert

which are prepared by freda n me.yummy2!~

its delicious ok!haha.

sick of u!

2009-05-02T01:10:00.003+01:00

now is 1.12am.
i just got back from my senior's house.but yet i'm still struggling to finish up my report.
a bloody report.hurfff.i'm suppose to enjoy my friday night.
even it is not an interesting one,at least i could release all those burdens and stress after having a fully week of classes.
i just planning to have movie marathon or what so ever that are more exciting.haisssh=(

p/s: i miss u but i hate u too

happy labour day!

2009-05-01T06:33:00.001+01:00

Labour Day or Labor Day is an annual holiday celebrated all over the world that resulted from the labour union movement, to celebrate the economic and social achievements of workers. The majority of countries celebrate Labour Day on May 1, and it is popularly known as May Day and International Workers' Day[copied from wikepedia.aha.]

happy labour day to all workers all over the world!

especially to my beloved bf
who is also one of workers at MCMC.hehe.

ina a.k.a cik salmah

2009-04-30T13:01:00.006+01:00

This is another special post dedicated to

nurshafarina ramli

hopefully i spell her daddy's name correctly

hurfff..

i miss u dear!

btw,fyi.we are not too close during the old school.

she used to be a nerd student.hehe.lier!sorry darling.

since being a part, i mean after we done with high school.

she's good to me.yaya~she is.thanks so much.

gf,

i really appreciated u all this while.it just likes i'm not into u last time.hah.

up to now i really can't wait to see u.should be waiting till summer.what a long way to go.haissh.

it has been ages we didn't meet each other.i'd promise u to drop by at utm before i left.hehe~sorry.so messy that time.

i'm done!.wait for me k!

A'A dearie~

2009-04-30T08:27:00.000+01:00

A special entry for

NURUL JAWAHIR MUSTOFA

i know she would be reading my blog..

to my dear A'A,

the one who had been cheered up my night once upon[back in old school]since we're bedmates.kwang3.

we shared many things.kan2.hehe~class,hockey,bf stories,hot guys.haha~owh well!.girls like gossip much!.and what so ever.

even i've someone else to cry on,she's the best i have ever.

i just want u to know that i miss u a lot!!![so touching].hukhuk.

just wondering when can we spend another quality time together again.i got too many stories to share with u sweety.

trust me.i'm the old ZALINA ok.heh.the one u used to know before.time never change me.

LOVE U!.muuaaackks!

the making of..

2009-04-28T23:25:00.000+01:00

special edition..since most of them have not been uploaded in fb or fs.hehe~

was awesome!

BBQ!

shooted!

at the back~neuschwanstein schloss

indahnye ciptaan DIA

candid by freda

Germany trips~easter holiday 2009..was awesome!!

the greatest hospitality ever.muuaahxxXx!!

p!cn!c

2009-04-28T13:15:00.000+01:00

it's a bit outdated..owh well!..

gff~

fews are missing in action

credit to mr photographer!

aksi si cacat!

had a great day with my fellow friends!interestingly,foods had been cooked by all guys.ahaa~don't ever look down towards them.thanks for cheered up my day.

location:botanical garden,sheffield

good luck!

2009-04-28T12:59:00.000+01:00

i guess this entry might be late.but it's ok.since i never forget to pray the very best to all of u in my du'a.eventhough i'm far away,i still care and u guys are not forgotten.

just wanna wish good luck to all my friends who are currently sitting for final exam.all the best ya!!~i know u guys can do it.alles gutes!

i miss all my buddies that been lost gone since we done with playschool.

looking forward to see all of u during this summer holiday.

few things...

2009-04-27T14:44:00.000+01:00

hurfff~so much thingy came across my mind n need to be settled down.but i can't finish everythings at the same time.i feel like being home right now.for sure i can't since i'm not yet finish my semester.i want to buy few favourite stuffs plus going shopping.seems that i cannot get them.till now,allowance is still not credited into my account.haiiishh~my design report in the progress still.i wish i'm done by this weekend.i should be starting with my revision.good marks will cover my results for both semesters.chaiyok2!!~work for it ZALINA!!..off~(proceed with design report n start doing revision)

u r 28!

2009-03-19T23:27:00.000Z

a very special wish to my sister-in-law...

SUZIANA MOHAMMAD RASHID

Happy birthday kakak!

Zum geburtstag Viel Gluck

May Allah bless u always~Have a wonderful days ahead~

we had go through many things all this while..

~happy n sad~

i really appreciated u ..

Thanx Allah cause HE gave u in our family

I love u so much

I always pray for ur success!!~

nice shoot!

2009-03-16T11:17:00.001Z

The sheffield Gig 2009 presenting...

an awesome weekend i'd..

2009-03-15T20:31:00.000Z

'A weekend at sheffield'

Sheffield Malaysian Games

The Sheffield Gig

Nasyeed Extravaganza(NEXT)

"sleep about half hour on the night before sheffield games.hmmm.is it enough?"i asked myself.hurff.

i started working as early as 8 in the morning as a registration unit officer.yosh2!.

it was well.we managed to settle registration thingy by quater past nine.

since loughborough contingent lost on their way to concord sport centre.

at 9am.

i became one of the badminton volunteers.huh.

i got no free time to walk around as i played netball at 2.30pm.

no fotball.no volleyball.no table tennis.no basketball.haissh~

im not that kind of person.love to b around.yes.i do!enjoy my day.ahaks!.

it was an unlucky day for us.we lost!it will be my last game till coming notts games.

thanx to all who helped out n came to Weeekend@Sheffield